sorry because..

sorry if I'm not mature enough for u

sorry if I'm to childish for u

sorry if I'm not like the u used to know

sorry if I have to put u inside my heart

sorry if I have to drag u everytime I had a problem

sorry if my presence being a burden for u

sorry if I'm too annoying for u

sorry if I can't be like u want me to be

sorry if everything I that I do is makes u sick of me

sorry if I'm not like usual

sorry if I'm getting jealous with her

sorry if I messed up ur mood

sorry if I can't give u what u want

sorry if I always bother u with my stupid problems

soo sorry... really I am..

really...

really...

really...






really sorry because I love U

and that's it.
SORRY.

coz its boken..broken..something got broken and hard to repair it back like before

everything is blur

I try to not thing about what I saw last night

I try not to think about what he wrote about her last night

I try to pull my blanket and close my eyes

still..I can't sleep

my mind is full of "?"

did i do something bad God? what should I do if its hurt now?

suddenly my eyes are wet

it can't stop. try to erase it but still can't stop

try to laughed but there's no hope

I can't smile anymore

I can't see anymore

try to calm down and take a deep breath

but is not working

i try to hang on.. waiting for a help..to get me out from this misery..

I know I'll be happy if he's happy

but not in this situation..this is way to hurt

and I can't stand anymore

but I can't scream to tell how hurt I am..

I just can stand in the corner

seeing him with her.. I have to face it..but my eyes can't see it with clear

coz its blur.. and its getting worst..

coz it won't stop even I stay strong..


but hey.. please stop this tears will ya..

its blur and I really can't see u.

where are u? why u look so blur in my eyes..

too scared that i can be break

is it true?

that he's gonna be with other person?

that he's gonna take a new step in his life

dun believe it actually, but its true

i wanna know the details but i'm too scared that i will be break

that if I know the whole story I cant stand anymore

everything will be fine.. but not for me

coz I know I will be break

coz I know I cant take the pain

coz I'm to scared if I lose him

and it makes me down head over heals

space

i need more space to make a new move

i don't need laugh if its hurts me in the end

i don't need smile if its mean u're gonna leave me alone

i just need a place to restart my move

restart my life, my thought, my heart, my self..

if there's a hope I would like to take that hope with me

far..far away from u.. away from ur circle

u know how bad I am, u know me well

but u don't know the inner self of me

u just keep sayin' I'm nothing to u..I'm just a tiny thing in ur memory

that's why I need a space so I can start to rethink what should Ido from now

wanna jump high in the air..

wanna leave u alone so u can understand what would it be if without

me around u anymore..

coz i need a SPACE to clear u from my head

here's the last thing that I want to give it to u
and then I'll be gone forever